Putamanas

Oye...
There turns the smile of my love, who is waiting for me for half an hour. "Sorry dear, I'm late". I could never imagine my self when I was always late to meet you. Do you know, I never got a chance to wait for you, for the one I love! Even though I have waited for you for 20 years of my life, even though I never knew you before 2 year. I used to wait for you in my dreams, in my room, in my heart and where not. Finally you are here, waiting for me ! Well surely this time I will come early and wait for you. I just want to enjoy the feeling.

Sweety...
The first sweet word when I told to you, do you know it was full of love and heart. I could never imagine that sounded like a dog's pet name for you ! I was surprised, The day on there were no sweetys and I really miss that word dear.

Do you remember the first time that we met, in the unknown land of beaches. There was only you and me other than the deep blue sky, the reflecting sea, the clouds that make you smile and breeze of the bliss. That day has changed my view of life. Every step with you was romantic. The first time I could know what was it all about love when I held you hand. I really cannot understand what is that passes in my body, the chemical of bliss, the joy the love. It was all just holding your hand. I sang all the day for you. " I wanna hold your hand ".

I have made many friends who became very close to me in just a short span of time. In you case it took almost two years to just hold your hand. But it did not stop till there. Do you still remember how was the first hug. You pretended as if you never wanted me to hug you. Do you know in the same place you have hugged me more than I wanted. I still want to do that. Just stay in you arm in the middle of the deep blue sky and the reflecting sea.

You don't belive that I have come to see you again after 6 months. I could never imagine my self how many times I have seen my self in the mirror. How maany hours that I have spent for chooseing the dress to wear. Hence I never took a risk for choosing some gift. There was no time for me, all these days before I could meet you. All my mind, my soul my body was full of you. You and only you.

Oye..
There turns the smile of my love, who is waiting for me, for the last few hours. "sorry............

It was all the days matter when I just got a slight smile of you. I could never thing that it has come so for till kissing every part of your body. Sometimes I just can't belive that even a smile can take you to a large distance. I wonder how could you do it. Any way it was just a matter of minutes. :-)

Well now here I'm thinking about you, remembering the hours of night that I spent under you. Speak of different Words that never made any sense to us. Meet up in our old place, where I still feel to wait for a few more hours and spend some more time with you. Do you know one one thing, if I do pass in that way, I stop my car and sit for a while. Just to remember all the smiles of you.

I can still feel the smile that I have ever seen is yours when there was a first kiss. I know you will be here for the next year. Hope to meet you once on at the same place. I shall be just here, to get the one best thing that you give. Smile :-) that comes out of a kiss.

When i kiss your face to make you smile,
my darling, i surely understand what the pleasure is
that streams from the sky in morning light,
and what delight that is which the
summer breeze brings to my body --
when i kiss you to make you smile.

From Gitanjali - by Rabindranath Tagore.

Money for which i have thought of
and the fame we all wish,
the one will remain for the rest
with only words left on a old book
called history,

No one care about you
no one does to smile to you
just because you don't mean any thing to them

I Love the one i hate
and the same i live for,
free i wanna be and the
death of the will,

i live to for the sake of living
and the one i think
is the one i wish for
more than our mind our body speaks
more than our mind see our eye sees
more than we love other we expect the same
more than we worry about other we do the same to us


The faith of my vains,
are the one to make a life,
to live for the one i love,
and to die for the same,

Devarembudu iddare
Jagattinalli tappu gale iruthiralilla
Devarembudu illa diddare
Jagatte iruthiralilla.

Iddu illa dante iruvude Devaru.

Tears are yet to fall from the dried eyes,
Thinking about the lost life, When a good old song you here,
which u used to sing with the only loved person on this world,
O god ! kill my wish and love to live on here,
or kill my self so that i can reach the love,

Mind flow in the dead steam of river,
where the dreams are dead,
the hope is lost and the love is gone,
O God, give my life that i lost,
give thy dreams and the still barely alive love,

I see blood on my broken heart,
and a change in my soul,
its all the one i wish for, is it still there?
O God, give my heart a glu to stick the pain,
and a tap to my soul to cheer up,

i hardly see the world in frount of me,
and the past has gone too far to reach,
i'm killing my self,
O god give me a chance to live,
and one more to get back my love,

Every single night and day,
the wind is breezing and the love is calling,
how can i tell her about my love,
O god give me the one i always dream,
and a dream to live with her,

Why that only she is i like the most,
and the only heart that i miss,
Why is that this is the only love i feel,
O God give my love a happy life,
so that i'll be very happy,