Monday, March 21, 2005
To the One I stared a lot
Raj............
It was strange for me to call a girl by name Raj.... I really don't understand the meaning of me calling a girl .. "Raj"... I was too young to find a girl friend for my self at the age of 17. Never I wanted one nor I was interested in it. But still that was the age to just fall in to the trap. That is where I found this beautiful girl Raj.
College days was good for me to enjoy the happy look around mood for me. I do, I used to see girls a lot. The best part was the Stare, that was shot straight into the enemies eyes.
My game of this stare competition was like this. You look at a girls eyes whom you have never spoken to , If she looks back straight into your eyes, then the game starts. The looser is the one who stops looking into the eyes. Many people who had looked back to me, and was in the war did not last for more than 3 sec. :-)
Raj.. I don't remember when the game started of this slight little stare. Before me knowing I was in the game, and mastering the skills all the way. I considered my self as alone champion in the world of stare. Here was the girl who for the first time had the dare to look back into my eyes. Now I was feared of defeat. The defeat that might cost my life. I just couldn't imagine that the strong wave from this girl might shake me to death and get lost in the lonely sea.
Raj.. You never know, you are the only girl who had the dare to look me back, straight back into my eyes. What made you to do that? I was very exhausted by the trill of your stare ? Every day I used to come to college and see you.
Young chapter has just changed my mood to miss you a lot those days. Now neither I have one to stare nor I do stare. I miss you, more than you, its your eyes and the long last stare.
Waiting to catch one more glimpse of that feared heart beat.
It was strange for me to call a girl by name Raj.... I really don't understand the meaning of me calling a girl .. "Raj"... I was too young to find a girl friend for my self at the age of 17. Never I wanted one nor I was interested in it. But still that was the age to just fall in to the trap. That is where I found this beautiful girl Raj.
College days was good for me to enjoy the happy look around mood for me. I do, I used to see girls a lot. The best part was the Stare, that was shot straight into the enemies eyes.
My game of this stare competition was like this. You look at a girls eyes whom you have never spoken to , If she looks back straight into your eyes, then the game starts. The looser is the one who stops looking into the eyes. Many people who had looked back to me, and was in the war did not last for more than 3 sec. :-)
Raj.. I don't remember when the game started of this slight little stare. Before me knowing I was in the game, and mastering the skills all the way. I considered my self as alone champion in the world of stare. Here was the girl who for the first time had the dare to look back into my eyes. Now I was feared of defeat. The defeat that might cost my life. I just couldn't imagine that the strong wave from this girl might shake me to death and get lost in the lonely sea.
Raj.. You never know, you are the only girl who had the dare to look me back, straight back into my eyes. What made you to do that? I was very exhausted by the trill of your stare ? Every day I used to come to college and see you.
Young chapter has just changed my mood to miss you a lot those days. Now neither I have one to stare nor I do stare. I miss you, more than you, its your eyes and the long last stare.
Waiting to catch one more glimpse of that feared heart beat.
# posted by Santosh Rao @ 10:13 PM 
